venting a little…lot

So after all the bitching and complaining about people and how they act and making me lose my friends, YOU, the one who bitched and whined about every little thing they did or did not do, want to be friends with them again.  I lost touch with everyone I ever knew because of you and now you want to take them away when I don’t have to explain myself to you and actually talk to them again.  But the funny part is now for some reason they don’t want to talk to me… hmmmmmm… why is that?  If only they really knew all the bad mouthing you did about them then maybe they would look at things a little differently.  I will never tell them because eventually they will learn I wasn’t the bad guy after all and they will disown you just like before and when they come to me I won’t be there.  Apparently we weren’t friends like I thought we were if you can just abandon me after all the shit we had been through. 

But on a lighter note I don’t need any of you fuckers and your stupid drama queen attitudes.  My life is stressful but so much better not having to be an adult and answer to anyone.  Yes, I know that one of you will most likely read this and get all “butt hurt” about it but honestly I DON’T GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE!  I am moving on with my life and to think I cared about you damn people makes me sick. Hope you have fun when it all comes crashing down around your sorry asses and you have nobody there to run to because you are all the same, lying, backstabbing, asses.

I can’t wait to be out of my life as it is now, even though it is getting better a little bit at a time I just want to start all over and never once look back on what I thought was going to be my entire life.

And I do honestly believe that I will be the ONLY person to stay straight edge once they claim it.  Good luck destroying your kidneys and livers, I hope I am the only fucking person on this planet with a match to your ass cause I will watch you die an ever so slow and painful death, not because I hate you or alcohol or anything like that, but because you should have never said anything about being edge and making me look bad you fake liars.

Well that is about all I want to say for now, I feel much better.